1 00:00:53,955 --> 00:00:56,955 Where the hell are you? 2 00:00:56,955 --> 00:00:58,754 I am going to beat your little ass 3 00:00:58,754 --> 00:01:01,253 if you don't get out here! 4 00:01:21,850 --> 00:01:24,149 I've gone over this for two days. 5 00:01:24,149 --> 00:01:27,682 I don't remember anything. 6 00:01:27,682 --> 00:01:32,081 Mommy? Mommy? 7 00:01:32,081 --> 00:01:33,481 Mommy? 8 00:01:42,945 --> 00:01:44,845 Look what I got for you. 9 00:01:44,845 --> 00:01:45,712 Shit... 10 00:01:58,809 --> 00:02:04,008 Go away. 11 00:02:04,008 --> 00:02:08,074 Go away. 12 00:02:08,074 --> 00:02:09,507 GO AWAY!!! 13 00:02:12,506 --> 00:02:18,105 Can you tell me about Jeremy Dorian? 14 00:02:18,105 --> 00:02:21,571 Where did you two meet? 15 00:02:21,571 --> 00:02:26,403 I don't want to talk about Jeremy. 16 00:02:26,403 --> 00:02:30,836 Why are you guys doing this to me? 17 00:02:30,836 --> 00:02:35,935 Why am I still here? 18 00:02:35,935 --> 00:02:37,568 Is he your boyfriend? 19 00:02:43,900 --> 00:02:47,399 Again, my name is Dr. Carter Moore. 20 00:02:47,399 --> 00:02:50,999 You waived your right to an attorney, 21 00:02:50,999 --> 00:02:57,130 and I'm just here to speak with you. 22 00:02:57,130 --> 00:02:58,797 I honestly don't remember anything. 23 00:03:03,129 --> 00:03:05,529 That's alright. Let's just start at the beginning. 24 00:04:52,075 --> 00:04:57,041 Jeremy? 25 00:04:57,041 --> 00:04:58,240 Thank you. 26 00:04:58,240 --> 00:05:01,873 Awe, you shouldn't have. Come on in. 27 00:05:01,873 --> 00:05:08,171 So how long have you worked here? About three years. 28 00:05:08,171 --> 00:05:10,537 Keeps me out of trouble. 29 00:05:10,537 --> 00:05:15,569 Trouble? What kind of trouble? Thank you for the flowers by the way. 30 00:05:15,569 --> 00:05:20,069 A gentleman always brings flowers on a first date. Oh wait, sorry. 31 00:05:20,069 --> 00:05:24,734 It's not a date. It's coffee. I'm not used to guys being so nice 32 00:05:24,734 --> 00:05:27,068 to me. Oh, come on. That is hard to believe. 33 00:05:27,068 --> 00:05:34,832 No ones ever got me flowers before. Well, I did. 34 00:05:34,832 --> 00:05:40,665 You did... 35 00:05:40,665 --> 00:05:42,798 Oh my god... 36 00:05:42,798 --> 00:05:46,597 Why am I so nervous? 37 00:05:46,597 --> 00:05:51,629 I guess I don't get out much. That's impossible. 38 00:05:51,629 --> 00:05:56,628 You're beautiful. 39 00:05:56,628 --> 00:05:58,228 Thank you. 40 00:06:03,793 --> 00:06:07,860 You are shaking. 41 00:06:07,860 --> 00:06:10,092 Why? 42 00:06:10,092 --> 00:06:11,358 Can I kiss you? 43 00:07:08,648 --> 00:07:12,580 I wanna feel you inside me. 44 00:07:12,580 --> 00:07:13,779 Okay. 45 00:09:07,024 --> 00:09:09,923 Shhhhh... 46 00:09:09,923 --> 00:09:11,823 Not now. 47 00:09:11,823 --> 00:09:15,289 Not now. Please stop. 48 00:09:15,289 --> 00:09:20,854 Not right now. I thought you would never come. 49 00:09:20,854 --> 00:09:24,287 I'm so pleased you did. 50 00:09:24,287 --> 00:09:27,720 I didn't know you wanted me to. It took some homework 51 00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:33,485 trying to find you. 52 00:09:33,485 --> 00:09:39,417 Caleb. My boy. 53 00:09:39,417 --> 00:09:41,483 My baby boy. 54 00:09:41,483 --> 00:09:43,383 Caleb. Look at you! 55 00:09:43,383 --> 00:09:46,282 You have grown to be such a big boy. 56 00:09:54,548 --> 00:09:57,946 Why do you cover up your hair like that? 57 00:09:57,946 --> 00:10:01,080 You have such a nice 58 00:10:01,080 --> 00:10:06,112 head of hair. Mom... Just like me. 59 00:10:06,112 --> 00:10:09,478 Not like your father. 60 00:10:09,478 --> 00:10:16,576 Like me. 61 00:10:16,576 --> 00:10:18,676 Caleb... 62 00:10:18,676 --> 00:10:23,741 My boy Caleb... 63 00:10:23,741 --> 00:10:29,140 Where have you been? Huh? 64 00:10:29,140 --> 00:10:32,073 You left me mom. 65 00:10:32,073 --> 00:10:36,906 Gave me up. 66 00:10:36,906 --> 00:10:40,038 I'm here now. 67 00:10:40,038 --> 00:10:42,738 You've come home. 68 00:10:42,738 --> 00:10:48,604 Cay? 69 00:10:48,604 --> 00:10:53,402 Cay? 70 00:10:53,402 --> 00:10:55,969 Caleb? 71 00:10:55,969 --> 00:11:00,434 Cay, you awake? 72 00:11:00,434 --> 00:11:03,267 There's something I wanna tell you. 73 00:11:26,662 --> 00:11:30,828 And I woke up, he was gone. 74 00:11:30,828 --> 00:11:33,994 How did that make you feel? 75 00:11:33,994 --> 00:11:38,360 Abandoned. Alone. 76 00:11:38,360 --> 00:11:44,025 How would that make you feel? 77 00:11:44,025 --> 00:11:45,725 I've listened to everything 78 00:11:45,725 --> 00:11:49,824 everyone has said. I just want to go home Caleb... 79 00:11:49,824 --> 00:11:53,057 You can't go home. 80 00:11:53,057 --> 00:11:58,356 We need to find out what happened. 81 00:11:58,356 --> 00:11:59,423 I don't know where the blood came from. 82 00:12:18,018 --> 00:12:21,718 Can I help you? How are you? 83 00:12:21,718 --> 00:12:24,750 What can I get you? Ahhh... Cappuccino. No Whip. 84 00:12:36,049 --> 00:12:38,814 So how are you? 85 00:12:38,814 --> 00:12:40,614 What's that? How are you? 86 00:12:45,580 --> 00:12:48,012 Busy. 87 00:12:48,012 --> 00:12:48,812 It's good to see you. 88 00:12:58,277 --> 00:13:02,176 What else can I get you? Did I do something wrong? 89 00:13:02,176 --> 00:13:06,442 Yeah. As a matter of fact, you did. You left. 90 00:13:06,442 --> 00:13:11,209 No note. No phone number. Nothing. 91 00:13:11,209 --> 00:13:15,707 That was three days ago. I'm sorry. 92 00:13:15,707 --> 00:13:16,607 That's why I'm here. 93 00:13:22,573 --> 00:13:26,505 Caleb. I'm sorry. 94 00:13:26,505 --> 00:13:30,537 I didn't mean to make you this upset. 95 00:13:30,537 --> 00:13:34,703 I knew I'd see you again. Yeah, well I didn't. 96 00:13:34,703 --> 00:13:36,436 Have dinner with me. 97 00:13:45,434 --> 00:13:47,768 Okay. 98 00:13:47,768 --> 00:13:52,400 But let me make this better. Please... 99 00:13:52,400 --> 00:13:56,666 This has got to be the best Chinese food I've ever had. 100 00:13:56,666 --> 00:14:00,531 Yeah. 101 00:14:00,531 --> 00:14:02,698 I thought sitting by the fireplace would be kinda romantic. 102 00:14:07,831 --> 00:14:15,396 I really love your place. Thanks. So do I. 103 00:14:15,396 --> 00:14:17,228 It was left to me when my mom died. 104 00:14:23,060 --> 00:14:25,927 I'm sorry to hear that. 105 00:14:25,927 --> 00:14:31,358 How'd she die? Leukemia. 106 00:14:31,358 --> 00:14:33,824 She wasn't my real mom. I just call her that 'cause 107 00:14:33,824 --> 00:14:40,090 she's the closest thing. 108 00:14:40,090 --> 00:14:41,423 I don't know my real dad either. 109 00:14:47,355 --> 00:14:51,288 I was adopted. 110 00:14:51,288 --> 00:14:54,354 Spent most of my childhood in foster care. 111 00:14:54,354 --> 00:14:56,820 You know, in and out, in and out. 112 00:14:59,153 --> 00:15:05,418 I guess you could say I was a little troubled one. 113 00:15:05,418 --> 00:15:07,518 And then I met this older couple. 114 00:15:07,518 --> 00:15:12,584 Karen and Bill. Gave me a stable home. 115 00:15:12,584 --> 00:15:18,849 They knew I was gay from the beginning. No problem with it. 116 00:15:18,849 --> 00:15:20,815 Long story short: Karen caught Bill cheating and she kicked him out. 117 00:15:27,147 --> 00:15:31,181 So, shortly thereafter she was diagnosed with Leukemia. 118 00:15:31,181 --> 00:15:37,912 And two days before my 17th birthday, she died. 119 00:15:37,912 --> 00:15:41,411 They let me back here when I was 18. 120 00:15:41,411 --> 00:15:44,244 By leaving me this place, she made sure I 121 00:15:44,244 --> 00:15:48,710 would always have a home. 122 00:15:48,710 --> 00:15:54,575 You, mister, are very brave. 123 00:15:54,575 --> 00:15:56,408 I think that 124 00:15:56,408 --> 00:15:59,241 all that stuff you've gone through, 125 00:15:59,241 --> 00:16:08,506 has made you into the man you are today.pI guess. 126 00:16:08,506 --> 00:16:10,739 Why are you so nice to me? 127 00:16:10,739 --> 00:16:15,838 Because I like you. 128 00:16:15,838 --> 00:16:19,504 You're sweet. You're open. 129 00:16:19,504 --> 00:16:21,970 You're honest. 130 00:16:21,970 --> 00:16:24,669 I never met anybody like you before. I never told anyone that stuff before. 131 00:16:29,868 --> 00:16:35,301 Well, I'm glad you did. 132 00:16:35,301 --> 00:16:39,799 Now, are you ready for desert? 133 00:16:39,799 --> 00:16:40,799 Hell, yeah! 134 00:16:53,063 --> 00:16:56,930 Scoop! Not that much! Pick that up! 135 00:16:56,930 --> 00:17:01,029 Damn. Alright, that's good, that's good. I can't eat all that. 136 00:17:01,029 --> 00:17:06,261 What are you talking about? You can eat all that. Alright, a little more. 137 00:17:06,261 --> 00:17:12,959 Oh yeah... More? No, I'm going over here. 138 00:17:12,959 --> 00:17:14,493 So what is with all these horses? 139 00:17:17,759 --> 00:17:22,658 Childhood fantasy. I love horses. 140 00:17:22,658 --> 00:17:28,090 This one... 141 00:17:28,090 --> 00:17:31,289 I've had since I was... 142 00:17:31,289 --> 00:17:38,388 4, I think. 143 00:17:38,388 --> 00:17:42,554 It's my favorite. 144 00:17:42,554 --> 00:17:43,721 I've been collecting 145 00:17:43,721 --> 00:17:45,254 since...my entire life. 146 00:17:49,952 --> 00:17:57,718 My one constant. 147 00:17:57,718 --> 00:18:01,483 I used to...hide. 148 00:18:01,483 --> 00:18:03,617 Hide in my closet. 149 00:18:03,617 --> 00:18:08,115 And sit with this one, and hope and pray that one day he would 150 00:18:08,115 --> 00:18:11,548 come to life, right, and just 151 00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:16,313 take me away from all the hell that I was living. 152 00:18:16,313 --> 00:18:20,646 You ever ride one? A few times. 153 00:18:20,646 --> 00:18:25,645 In Vermont. Well, we should go. To Vermont? 154 00:18:25,645 --> 00:18:30,378 No, nimrod! Horseback riding. 155 00:18:30,378 --> 00:18:33,410 You'd do that with me? 156 00:18:33,410 --> 00:18:34,544 Yeah... 157 00:18:43,175 --> 00:18:45,308 You do realize this is disgusting, 158 00:18:45,308 --> 00:18:49,441 don't you? Oh come on, leave poor Hermie 159 00:18:49,441 --> 00:18:53,707 alone. You know, there is only one thing I 160 00:18:53,707 --> 00:18:57,539 hate in this world, and it is nasty, hairy spiders. 161 00:18:57,539 --> 00:19:04,138 Oh come on, he's only a little bit poisonous. Don't tap the glass! 162 00:19:04,138 --> 00:19:07,704 I mean, couldn't you settle for like a dog, or a cat? 163 00:19:07,704 --> 00:19:10,736 No. I don't like yappy little Paris Hilton dogs and 164 00:19:10,736 --> 00:19:14,735 lord know, I ain't into pussy! 165 00:19:14,735 --> 00:19:18,301 What does one do with a spider anyway?pI mean, you can't take him out 166 00:19:18,301 --> 00:19:23,167 and play with him? Sure you can. I take him out all the time. 167 00:19:23,167 --> 00:19:26,500 Let him roam all over me. Remind me not to be here 168 00:19:26,500 --> 00:19:30,565 when you do that. AHHHHHH! 169 00:19:30,565 --> 00:19:34,798 Oh fuck! You ass! 170 00:19:34,798 --> 00:19:37,431 You sure you don't wanna hold him? No! I would shit myself. Twice. 171 00:19:44,662 --> 00:19:46,362 Come on you big baby, let's go. 172 00:19:52,495 --> 00:19:56,393 Don't tap the glass! 173 00:19:56,393 --> 00:20:02,326 I could stay like this forever. Me, too. 174 00:20:02,326 --> 00:20:07,924 Tell something about you that nobody else knows. 175 00:20:07,924 --> 00:20:10,191 I take Lipitor. 176 00:20:10,191 --> 00:20:15,757 I already knew you were old. 177 00:20:15,757 --> 00:20:18,755 No, seriously... 178 00:20:18,755 --> 00:20:23,355 I wanna know everything about you. 179 00:20:23,355 --> 00:20:28,354 Okay... 180 00:20:28,354 --> 00:20:32,720 I'm a recovering addict and alcoholic. 181 00:20:32,720 --> 00:20:36,285 I've been sober for 15 years. 182 00:20:36,285 --> 00:20:39,385 No shit... 183 00:20:39,385 --> 00:20:41,119 I call it a gift that my alcoholic mother never got. 184 00:20:46,951 --> 00:20:51,783 Wow...she's not alive? No. 185 00:20:51,783 --> 00:20:55,815 She died when I was 23. From drinking? 186 00:20:55,815 --> 00:20:58,981 Yeah... 187 00:20:58,981 --> 00:21:02,881 She was in rehab, and then she went to a halfway house. 188 00:21:02,881 --> 00:21:06,880 She wanted out. She came to live with me. 189 00:21:06,880 --> 00:21:12,879 I couldn't take it anymore. 190 00:21:12,879 --> 00:21:16,611 What happened? 191 00:21:16,611 --> 00:21:23,176 They found her body submerged in the bathtub after the whole house flooded. 192 00:21:23,176 --> 00:21:25,776 And for the longest time I didn't know 193 00:21:25,776 --> 00:21:27,908 if she drowned or... 194 00:21:27,908 --> 00:21:35,640 drank herself to death. I'm so sorry. 195 00:21:35,640 --> 00:21:39,140 You know, that didn't even stop me? 196 00:21:39,140 --> 00:21:43,072 I kept using for years and... 197 00:21:43,072 --> 00:21:44,905 I just finally got sick and tired of being 198 00:21:44,905 --> 00:21:50,038 sick and tired. 199 00:21:50,038 --> 00:21:56,269 So there ya go! There's one of my big secrets. 200 00:21:56,269 --> 00:21:58,670 Wow... 201 00:21:58,670 --> 00:22:01,802 I wasn't expecting that one. 202 00:22:01,802 --> 00:22:05,102 So you haven't drank or smoked weed 203 00:22:05,102 --> 00:22:10,767 or done anything in 15 years? Not even a little bit? 204 00:22:10,767 --> 00:22:15,300 Nope. 205 00:22:15,300 --> 00:22:19,032 I call that grace. 206 00:22:19,032 --> 00:22:22,032 I never thought of it like that. 207 00:22:22,032 --> 00:22:23,264 That you can do anything you set your heart to. 208 00:22:33,596 --> 00:22:39,462 Man, I can't believe this is real. 209 00:22:39,462 --> 00:22:42,594 Well, why don't you pinch me and find out? 210 00:22:46,526 --> 00:22:48,426 You're such a nerd! Shut it! 211 00:23:40,849 --> 00:23:45,182 He was like my knight in shinning armor.pI never met someone who 212 00:23:45,182 --> 00:23:52,847 really listens to me the way he does. It sounds like you're quite enamored with Jeremy. 213 00:23:52,847 --> 00:23:56,546 Where is he? 214 00:23:56,546 --> 00:23:58,778 Does he know I'm in here? 215 00:23:58,778 --> 00:24:02,445 Let me ask you something...would you ever 216 00:24:02,445 --> 00:24:07,277 intentionally do something to Jeremy that would hurt him? 217 00:24:07,277 --> 00:24:10,876 No. Absolutely not. 218 00:24:10,876 --> 00:24:15,909 Why would you say something like that? 219 00:24:15,909 --> 00:24:18,475 I need to see him. 220 00:24:18,475 --> 00:24:23,340 NOW!!! 221 00:24:23,340 --> 00:24:27,606 You're very angry. I understand that. 222 00:24:27,606 --> 00:24:31,772 You don't understand shit! 223 00:24:31,772 --> 00:24:35,238 You have no idea what it's like to be me. That's exactly what we 224 00:24:35,238 --> 00:24:39,071 need to find out. I don't need to hear this 225 00:24:39,071 --> 00:24:40,970 right now... I don't get this... 226 00:24:53,401 --> 00:24:54,767 Give me that god damn it! How many times do I have to tell you? 227 00:24:54,767 --> 00:25:00,599 Not at the dinner table. There! 228 00:25:00,599 --> 00:25:04,533 Now maybe you'll finish your dinner. 229 00:25:04,533 --> 00:25:07,165 You are not leaving this table until you finish every god damn 230 00:25:07,165 --> 00:25:12,364 bit of that. Do you hear me? 231 00:25:12,364 --> 00:25:18,862 Do you hear me? But I don't like it mommy. EAT! 232 00:25:18,862 --> 00:25:21,029 Eat! Eat!! 233 00:25:21,029 --> 00:25:25,461 Eat you little pussy boy! Eat. Eat! 234 00:25:25,461 --> 00:25:29,994 Eat! Eat! 235 00:25:36,526 --> 00:25:37,526 Go to bed. 236 00:25:45,258 --> 00:25:49,023 That must have been really hard for you. 237 00:25:49,023 --> 00:25:51,589 I never told anyone. 238 00:25:57,388 --> 00:26:00,754 Are you sure this doesn't bother you? 239 00:26:00,754 --> 00:26:03,287 No. 240 00:26:03,287 --> 00:26:09,253 It's cool. And you don't have to keep asking me. 241 00:26:11,086 --> 00:26:12,985 I just don't want you to be tempted. 242 00:26:16,785 --> 00:26:22,316 I really needed to unwind tonight. 243 00:26:22,316 --> 00:26:24,682 I know baby. 244 00:26:37,814 --> 00:26:40,247 You know... 245 00:26:40,247 --> 00:26:46,112 You really need to realize that there is so much good in you. 246 00:26:46,112 --> 00:26:49,011 Validating that good is... 247 00:26:49,011 --> 00:26:55,077 Not always an easy thing to do. 248 00:26:55,977 --> 00:26:58,009 I just feel alone. 249 00:26:58,009 --> 00:27:01,709 I feel so alone sometimes. 250 00:27:01,709 --> 00:27:05,175 Like I can't... 251 00:27:05,175 --> 00:27:11,207 shake this feeling of being abandoned. 252 00:27:12,106 --> 00:27:14,507 But you... 253 00:27:14,507 --> 00:27:17,606 You can change that. 254 00:27:17,606 --> 00:27:23,505 That is all up to you. 255 00:27:24,804 --> 00:27:26,071 Besides... 256 00:27:26,071 --> 00:27:32,169 You, mister, have me now. 257 00:27:33,503 --> 00:27:34,568 Will you stay with me tonight? 258 00:27:36,935 --> 00:27:38,135 I would love to stay with you tonight. 259 00:27:46,200 --> 00:27:47,466 Come on sleepyhead! Wake up! I've got a surprise for you. 260 00:27:56,765 --> 00:27:59,297 Yo! Sleeping beauty! Wake up! 261 00:27:59,297 --> 00:28:03,697 But it's Saturday. Yeah, I know. Let's go. 262 00:28:03,697 --> 00:28:08,262 Where are we going? Come on. Up, up up! I've got a surprise. 263 00:28:08,262 --> 00:28:10,229 I hate surprises. I heard that! 264 00:29:12,882 --> 00:29:15,882 Now can you tell me what we're doing here?PWell, since horses are the onpthing that 265 00:29:15,882 --> 00:29:21,048 brighten that beautiful smile, I thought you should have one of your own. 266 00:29:21,048 --> 00:29:24,381 What are you talking about? This farm is part of a... 267 00:29:24,381 --> 00:29:28,013 an adopt a horse program. You get to adopt a old or 268 00:29:28,013 --> 00:29:32,812 an abused horse... Cay, I want 269 00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:35,778 you to meet 'Nero Fiddles'. 270 00:29:35,778 --> 00:29:38,844 Nero, meet your new owner, Caleb. 271 00:29:38,844 --> 00:29:44,943 You're kidding, right? 272 00:29:46,843 --> 00:29:49,742 She's 15 years old. She's friendly, healthy. 273 00:29:49,742 --> 00:29:53,641 And I think a big old lesbian. 274 00:29:53,641 --> 00:29:56,440 But just remember, I don't shovel shit or Panything like that.pNo, of course not. 275 00:30:02,106 --> 00:30:06,172 And there's one more thing... What? 276 00:30:06,172 --> 00:30:11,604 Come here... 277 00:30:11,604 --> 00:30:14,770 I just want you to know you have made me 278 00:30:14,770 --> 00:30:20,736 the happiest I've been in my entire life. 279 00:30:20,736 --> 00:30:23,268 I never felt this way about another guy. 280 00:30:27,334 --> 00:30:30,867 I love you so much. 281 00:30:30,867 --> 00:30:32,233 I love you, too. 282 00:30:46,364 --> 00:30:49,163 Thank you. 283 00:30:49,163 --> 00:30:51,396 Thank you. 284 00:30:51,396 --> 00:30:57,295 That was the first time I ever heard someone tell me that with such conviction. 285 00:30:58,894 --> 00:31:00,995 It was a foreign word to me. 286 00:31:00,995 --> 00:31:05,393 I don't even think I love myself. 287 00:31:05,393 --> 00:31:09,026 Did you ever? 288 00:31:09,026 --> 00:31:14,992 No. No. 289 00:31:16,058 --> 00:31:17,725 Why is that? 290 00:31:17,725 --> 00:31:22,623 I don't know. 291 00:31:22,623 --> 00:31:26,522 I never had love. 292 00:31:26,522 --> 00:31:28,055 Growing up...even when I was 293 00:31:28,055 --> 00:31:32,188 a little kid. Being told, 294 00:31:32,188 --> 00:31:36,554 I was a pussy boy or a faggot all the time. 295 00:31:36,554 --> 00:31:39,987 It doesn't do much for the self-esteem. 296 00:31:39,987 --> 00:31:41,453 Who called you that? My mother. For starters. 297 00:31:55,416 --> 00:31:57,650 You're not a pussy. 298 00:31:57,650 --> 00:32:02,415 And you're not a faggot. 299 00:32:02,415 --> 00:32:05,982 I suck dick... 300 00:32:05,982 --> 00:32:11,014 Is that what you think a faggot is? What a faggot is 301 00:32:11,014 --> 00:32:16,913 is disgusting slang. That's all. 302 00:32:16,913 --> 00:32:20,578 Whatever. I'm gay, okay? 303 00:32:20,578 --> 00:32:21,945 Well, great. That's not a bad thing. 304 00:32:31,209 --> 00:32:33,476 Now, you had love. 305 00:32:40,175 --> 00:32:40,975 Genuine love. 306 00:32:43,707 --> 00:32:48,973 Jeremy. 307 00:32:48,973 --> 00:32:54,972 Ponyboy. You know, from that movie 'The Outsiders'? I like the name, but can't say I've ever seen it. 308 00:32:57,870 --> 00:33:02,037 You young ones today. Can't get no respect. 309 00:33:02,037 --> 00:33:06,269 What about you? Donnie Darko. 310 00:33:06,269 --> 00:33:09,402 Who? Jake Gyllenhaal. 311 00:33:09,402 --> 00:33:15,234 When he was a teen. That whole dark and brooding thing. 312 00:33:15,234 --> 00:33:17,600 He had all that dark hair. Had that rebel 313 00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:21,133 thing going on. 314 00:33:21,133 --> 00:33:24,765 I had actually got caught beatin' off pthinking about him. 315 00:33:24,765 --> 00:33:29,231 No. Really? 316 00:33:29,231 --> 00:33:33,397 I had hung this 'Outsiders' poster on my bedroom wall 317 00:33:33,397 --> 00:33:39,296 and I thought I was being all inconspicuous about it with it hung behind my bed. 318 00:33:40,395 --> 00:33:41,996 Ooops. 319 00:33:41,996 --> 00:33:45,528 I 'd lay back with my feet on the pillow and get busy. 320 00:33:45,528 --> 00:33:51,460 My mom comes in with a pile of laundry and there I am, whackin' off. 321 00:33:53,160 --> 00:33:55,226 Choking the chicken, yeah, go on. 322 00:33:55,226 --> 00:33:58,059 I'd have my shirt pulled up against my nipples 323 00:33:58,059 --> 00:34:02,591 and my jeans and my underwear around my ankles. 324 00:34:02,591 --> 00:34:06,891 She walks in, and I'm so caught off guard that I roll of the bed 325 00:34:06,891 --> 00:34:11,823 and I fall to the ground. Classic. 326 00:34:11,823 --> 00:34:15,588 It was like something out of a Ben Stiller movie, but... 327 00:34:15,588 --> 00:34:21,588 I mean honestly, the real experience was not that fun. 328 00:34:22,688 --> 00:34:25,321 You were alone. 329 00:34:25,321 --> 00:34:30,286 Now I have you. 330 00:34:30,286 --> 00:34:34,551 So let me ask you something? 331 00:34:34,551 --> 00:34:36,952 Shoot. 332 00:34:36,952 --> 00:34:37,984 You ever think about finding your mom? 333 00:34:45,250 --> 00:34:49,182 I don't see the point. 334 00:34:49,182 --> 00:34:50,182 Closure. 335 00:34:54,714 --> 00:35:00,546 I have thought about it a couple of times. 336 00:35:01,980 --> 00:35:05,279 Some day. 337 00:35:10,744 --> 00:35:16,044 I have a new family. 338 00:35:16,044 --> 00:35:18,543 It's a nice couple. They take really 339 00:35:18,543 --> 00:35:22,875 good care of me. That's nice, sweetie. 340 00:35:22,875 --> 00:35:27,508 Kinda boring, but they're cool. 341 00:35:27,508 --> 00:35:30,640 What's brown and sticky? 342 00:35:30,640 --> 00:35:34,839 I don't know. Poop? No! 343 00:35:34,839 --> 00:35:40,972 A stick, silly! 344 00:35:42,204 --> 00:35:43,638 I'm in school. Hum? 345 00:35:43,638 --> 00:35:47,771 I try really hard. It's alright. 346 00:35:47,771 --> 00:35:52,902 I don't really get the whole Algebra II thing. 347 00:35:52,902 --> 00:35:58,168 What does a perverted frog say? 348 00:35:58,168 --> 00:35:58,968 I don't know. 349 00:36:02,367 --> 00:36:08,300 Rub it. Rub it. Rub it. 350 00:36:14,465 --> 00:36:20,298 What do you call a lesbian dinosaur? 351 00:36:21,530 --> 00:36:23,096 Mom... 352 00:36:23,096 --> 00:36:27,696 Lick-a-lota-puss! 353 00:36:27,696 --> 00:36:28,362 Come on Cabby, duh! 354 00:36:38,793 --> 00:36:44,692 Hey, hey...just one more. One more. Promise. And then we will go down to have applesauce. 355 00:36:44,692 --> 00:36:49,591 Because, I need my sauce. 356 00:36:49,591 --> 00:36:54,024 Okay...what is the number one cause 357 00:36:54,024 --> 00:36:54,990 of pedophilia? 358 00:37:00,422 --> 00:37:06,354 Sexy babies. 359 00:37:07,554 --> 00:37:10,254 Get it? Get it? 360 00:37:10,254 --> 00:37:11,220 It's sexy babies. 361 00:37:18,286 --> 00:37:22,752 It's sexy babies. Sexy babies. Sexy babies. 362 00:37:22,752 --> 00:37:23,884 It's the babies. The babies. 363 00:38:02,210 --> 00:38:07,109 Why would someone who rarely cooks have two jars of Cream of Tartar? 364 00:38:07,109 --> 00:38:10,475 I honestly don't even know what that is.pI don't either. 365 00:38:10,475 --> 00:38:15,841 So how long do we cook this for? A half hour, maybe. 366 00:38:15,841 --> 00:38:18,173 So where did you learn all this... 367 00:38:18,173 --> 00:38:23,339 kitchen stuff. You don't really even seem like the cooking type. 368 00:38:23,339 --> 00:38:27,338 Magic. 369 00:38:27,338 --> 00:38:28,838 Oh, I almost forgot. 370 00:38:36,503 --> 00:38:38,303 You shouldn't have. Just open it. 371 00:38:47,901 --> 00:38:52,033 So I saw it in the drugstore and thought of you. 372 00:38:52,033 --> 00:38:56,666 Oh my god...a Bugs Bunny toothbrush. 373 00:38:56,666 --> 00:39:00,899 I know, it's silly. No. It is not silly. 374 00:39:00,899 --> 00:39:04,564 It is very sweet. I just thought that we could 375 00:39:04,564 --> 00:39:08,796 ummm...take it to the next 376 00:39:08,796 --> 00:39:11,930 step...level... 377 00:39:11,930 --> 00:39:15,629 I just ummm...you could keep it here. 378 00:39:15,629 --> 00:39:17,195 With no more overnight toiletry bag. No more overnight toiletry bag. 379 00:39:25,560 --> 00:39:30,525 Thanks. OH! And... 380 00:39:30,525 --> 00:39:31,926 A key. To your hole? 381 00:39:31,926 --> 00:39:36,591 No! Gross. No, to my heart. 382 00:39:36,591 --> 00:39:40,024 No, the house. It's the house. 383 00:39:40,024 --> 00:39:46,090 To my heart. To the house. Baby... 384 00:39:47,322 --> 00:39:48,788 Thank you. Of course. 385 00:39:52,788 --> 00:39:53,888 I love you so much. 386 00:40:07,085 --> 00:40:08,218 By the way... 387 00:40:12,184 --> 00:40:15,084 I found her. 388 00:40:15,084 --> 00:40:15,884 Your mom. 389 00:40:50,610 --> 00:40:52,509 Cay? Cay, I'm sorry. 390 00:40:52,509 --> 00:40:56,208 I didn't mean to do it. 391 00:40:56,208 --> 00:40:57,842 I'm sorry, alright. 392 00:40:57,842 --> 00:41:03,441 I shouldn't have done that. I apologize. 393 00:41:03,441 --> 00:41:07,440 Just fuckin' stop. Just fuckin' stop!!! pWhy can't you be 394 00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:13,372 my fucking boyfriend and not my keeper! You have fuckin' no idea! 395 00:41:14,805 --> 00:41:16,671 So what? I thought I was doing something... 396 00:41:16,671 --> 00:41:20,370 So now you know the Caleb... the Jacob's fucking family secret. 397 00:41:20,370 --> 00:41:24,337 How do you feel about it, huh? You wanna know a secret? You wanna know a secret? 398 00:41:24,337 --> 00:41:28,135 I've been keeping tabs on the bitch the entire time. In the fucking loony bin... 399 00:41:28,135 --> 00:41:33,068 that's exactly where she's been! I knew that! I fucking knew that!!! 400 00:41:33,068 --> 00:41:36,168 Just calm down... NO! Don't tell me to calm down! 401 00:41:36,168 --> 00:41:40,133 I'm sorry, okay! I thought I was doing something right. 402 00:41:40,133 --> 00:41:46,066 You have no fucking idea how it feels. You have fucking no idea!!! 403 00:41:47,332 --> 00:41:48,965 Enough! Enough, okay! 404 00:41:48,965 --> 00:41:52,164 Shut up!!!! 405 00:41:52,164 --> 00:41:57,496 I'm sorry, alright! 406 00:41:57,496 --> 00:42:03,295 Calm down... 407 00:42:03,295 --> 00:42:07,228 I'm sorry... 408 00:42:07,228 --> 00:42:11,027 I'm sorry. 409 00:42:11,027 --> 00:42:12,893 Forget it... 410 00:42:17,092 --> 00:42:22,024 It's okay... It's NOT okay. I know it's not okay, I'm sorry. 411 00:42:22,024 --> 00:42:24,058 I'm sorry. 412 00:43:42,875 --> 00:43:45,741 I'm gonna cum... Shoot it! Go! 413 00:44:09,770 --> 00:44:14,469 10 minutes. That's all I needed was 10 fucking minutes, and I'd be comatose. 414 00:44:14,469 --> 00:44:17,168 That's all I needed. Did you discuss this with your therapist? 415 00:44:17,168 --> 00:44:21,968 What's the point? I'd just get another pill, and... With the right diagnosis 416 00:44:21,968 --> 00:44:27,633 and medication, it's amazing what can happen. 417 00:44:27,633 --> 00:44:33,465 Let's get something straight! I'm not her, alright. 418 00:44:34,531 --> 00:44:35,199 I'm not her. 419 00:44:39,597 --> 00:44:42,630 You're fucking disgusting. 420 00:44:42,630 --> 00:44:46,262 You fucking piece of shit. 421 00:44:46,262 --> 00:44:51,628 You ugly little pussy bitch. 422 00:44:51,628 --> 00:44:57,727 Cum whore. You did this to me. 423 00:44:58,394 --> 00:45:00,294 You... 424 00:45:00,294 --> 00:45:04,259 made me like this. You did it. 425 00:45:04,259 --> 00:45:08,292 You made me what I am. You! 426 00:45:08,292 --> 00:45:12,524 You! You! You! You little faggot! 427 00:45:12,524 --> 00:45:13,224 Little faggot! 428 00:45:20,455 --> 00:45:23,721 I can't stand you. I cannot stand 429 00:45:23,721 --> 00:45:28,054 that I pushed you out of my vagina. 430 00:45:28,054 --> 00:45:33,554 You ruined me! 431 00:45:33,554 --> 00:45:37,352 You tore up my insides 432 00:45:37,352 --> 00:45:39,752 and stole every piece of me 433 00:45:39,752 --> 00:45:40,885 when you forced your little fat wrinkly baby 434 00:45:44,351 --> 00:45:50,217 body into this world. My heart... 435 00:45:51,449 --> 00:45:53,583 My intestines. My pussy. 436 00:45:53,583 --> 00:45:57,248 My fucking anus. 437 00:45:57,248 --> 00:46:01,414 You're gross. You are 438 00:46:01,414 --> 00:46:05,181 disgusting. I mean, look at you! 439 00:46:05,181 --> 00:46:06,680 Just look at you!!!!! 440 00:46:15,711 --> 00:46:18,844 Look at you. Devil's spawn! 441 00:46:18,844 --> 00:46:23,076 Worse then even the man who dumped his sperm into me. 442 00:46:23,076 --> 00:46:26,043 And all for what? 443 00:46:26,043 --> 00:46:29,276 For what? So you could run around sticking 444 00:46:29,276 --> 00:46:33,275 AIDS ridden dicks in your asshole you sad pathetic 445 00:46:33,275 --> 00:46:39,207 faggot! Homo! 446 00:46:39,207 --> 00:46:41,840 I hate you! I hate you! 447 00:48:00,324 --> 00:48:04,956 You didn't go to the hospital? No, I didn't go to the hospital. 448 00:48:04,956 --> 00:48:09,688 I wasn't gonna leave you like this. 449 00:48:09,688 --> 00:48:11,055 You and I...we need to talk. 450 00:48:15,121 --> 00:48:20,720 Do you hate me? No... 451 00:48:20,720 --> 00:48:25,019 No, I don't hate you. 452 00:48:25,019 --> 00:48:28,118 I am the one that you should hate. This is all 453 00:48:28,118 --> 00:48:32,017 my fault. I never should have butt in.pThis isn't any ones 454 00:48:32,017 --> 00:48:35,850 fault. 455 00:48:35,850 --> 00:48:36,950 I did this. 456 00:48:45,681 --> 00:48:49,047 I still cannot comprehend why 457 00:48:49,047 --> 00:48:55,080 you would cut yourself like this. 458 00:48:58,045 --> 00:49:00,378 Ouch... 459 00:49:00,378 --> 00:49:04,111 ouch. Fuck... 460 00:49:04,111 --> 00:49:06,544 I don't know. I guess I 461 00:49:06,544 --> 00:49:10,877 just wanted the outsides to look like the way I feel on the inside. 462 00:49:10,877 --> 00:49:14,876 Oh fuck, that's stupid. You know, suiside 463 00:49:14,876 --> 00:49:18,642 is not an option. I wasn't gonna do that! You know, I look at you 464 00:49:18,642 --> 00:49:22,907 and all I see is pain. I just want 465 00:49:22,907 --> 00:49:28,373 to make it better. You know, that's just it. Don't try so hard. 466 00:49:28,373 --> 00:49:31,173 I'm not used to all this. 467 00:49:31,173 --> 00:49:35,471 You know, no one has ever given me this much. 468 00:49:35,471 --> 00:49:40,004 And... 469 00:49:40,004 --> 00:49:43,370 Every single time I let someone in, they just 470 00:49:43,370 --> 00:49:48,536 leave me. So don't try so hard. Okay? 471 00:49:48,536 --> 00:49:51,735 What was I supposed to do? 472 00:49:51,735 --> 00:49:55,934 I walk in and I see you bleeding. 473 00:49:55,934 --> 00:49:59,833 I don't call that trying too hard, okay. 474 00:49:59,833 --> 00:50:05,832 I call that trying to take care of somebody I love. 475 00:50:06,866 --> 00:50:08,398 You're not gonna leave me now, are you? 476 00:50:08,398 --> 00:50:14,164 Did you not just hear what I said? 477 00:50:14,164 --> 00:50:18,696 I said I love you. 478 00:50:18,696 --> 00:50:20,863 You know, the past 479 00:50:20,863 --> 00:50:21,896 8 months have changed my life more than you will ever know. 480 00:50:30,294 --> 00:50:33,160 I'm sorry. 481 00:50:33,160 --> 00:50:34,293 I never want to leave you. 482 00:50:41,458 --> 00:50:46,290 You know what you need? 483 00:50:46,290 --> 00:50:49,357 A lobotomy? 484 00:50:49,357 --> 00:50:54,922 Maybe. Yeah, probably. 485 00:50:54,922 --> 00:50:58,088 I think you need a little bit of Nero in the morning. 486 00:50:58,088 --> 00:51:01,955 Yeah. How's that sound? 487 00:51:01,955 --> 00:51:03,954 Sounds great. 488 00:52:44,533 --> 00:52:49,266 Fairmont Place. Fairmont Place. Fairmont Place. 489 00:52:49,266 --> 00:52:52,099 Fairmont Place... 490 00:55:08,539 --> 00:55:10,938 That ones mine. Ready? Wanna see what it is?pHe's good for something. 491 00:55:18,936 --> 00:55:22,803 Awe...cute. 492 00:55:22,803 --> 00:55:26,401 It's adorable. Thank you. 493 00:55:26,401 --> 00:55:31,001 Here we go.. but Daddy's not going to be the one getting up in the middle of the night 494 00:55:31,001 --> 00:55:34,633 feeding her, now is he? She knows me like a book. 495 00:55:34,633 --> 00:55:39,598 I'm kidding... Ooh... 496 00:55:39,598 --> 00:55:42,598 She just kicked. This kid has been going crazy 497 00:55:42,598 --> 00:55:43,864 all day. Honey, feel. 498 00:56:30,522 --> 00:56:33,921 Baby, could you grab the recycling bin, too? 499 00:56:33,921 --> 00:56:35,088 Awe, you didn't. These are my favorite. 500 00:56:43,620 --> 00:56:52,017 Don't forget the box that my Mother brought.PIt's in the carpI know, I know. Okay. 501 00:57:08,448 --> 00:57:11,380 For the longest time I 502 00:57:11,380 --> 00:57:15,247 I didn't even love myself. 503 00:57:15,247 --> 00:57:19,346 Caleb, you just have to 504 00:57:19,346 --> 00:57:25,045 you have to be completely honest with me. 505 00:57:25,045 --> 00:57:25,778 If we're gonna make this work. 506 00:57:30,543 --> 00:57:35,976 I like it that way. 507 00:57:35,976 --> 00:57:42,107 Me, too. 508 00:57:59,138 --> 00:58:05,037 Why are you doing this to me? 509 00:58:06,436 --> 00:58:07,770 Why are you doing 510 00:58:07,770 --> 00:58:12,035 this to me? 511 00:58:12,035 --> 00:58:16,001 Why are you doing this 512 00:58:16,001 --> 00:58:21,134 to me. 513 00:58:21,134 --> 00:58:24,632 Why are you... 514 00:58:24,632 --> 00:58:28,698 You fuck. Fuck you! 515 00:58:57,693 --> 00:59:01,458 I've been waiting for you. I'm sorry, baby. I got stuck 516 00:59:01,458 --> 00:59:06,224 in the ER. 517 00:59:06,224 --> 00:59:07,257 Come to bed. 518 00:59:28,587 --> 00:59:31,619 I see how this goes. 519 00:59:31,619 --> 00:59:37,685 Is this my payback for being late? 520 00:59:39,051 --> 00:59:41,617 Scoot. 521 00:59:41,617 --> 00:59:42,916 Awe, you dirty boy. 522 00:59:50,282 --> 00:59:51,116 You have no idea. 523 00:59:58,980 --> 01:00:01,813 Now kiss me. 524 01:00:01,813 --> 01:00:06,379 Close your eyes. 525 01:00:06,379 --> 01:00:07,911 I have a surprise for you. 526 01:00:27,907 --> 01:00:29,041 Can I open? Shhh. 527 01:00:44,305 --> 01:00:47,337 Daddy's Angel. 528 01:00:47,337 --> 01:00:50,037 How cute. How did you get these? 529 01:00:52,969 --> 01:00:59,002 Cay, come on. Let me explain. Just take these off. 530 01:01:00,735 --> 01:01:02,267 I really don't think I should be around 531 01:01:02,267 --> 01:01:07,833 you right now. 532 01:01:07,833 --> 01:01:11,332 Cay...Cay, wait. Let me explain. Cay, Wait! 533 01:01:11,332 --> 01:01:14,865 Cay! Caleb! Take these fucking things 534 01:01:14,865 --> 01:01:19,998 off me. Cay! Cay! 535 01:01:19,998 --> 01:01:23,364 Please stop. Please stop. Please stop.pPlease stop. 536 01:01:23,364 --> 01:01:25,463 Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. 537 01:01:25,463 --> 01:01:27,763 Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. 538 01:01:27,763 --> 01:01:33,828 Please stop. Please stop. Please stop. 539 01:01:37,427 --> 01:01:41,727 STOP STOP STOP STOP! 540 01:01:41,727 --> 01:01:44,126 Caleb... 541 01:01:44,126 --> 01:01:45,659 Cay!!!!! 542 01:01:55,157 --> 01:01:56,790 Cay!!!!! 543 01:02:04,322 --> 01:02:08,821 Shut up! Shut up! SHUT UP! 544 01:02:08,821 --> 01:02:11,021 You fucking pussy. I can't stand this shit! 545 01:03:12,241 --> 01:03:16,341 Ahhhhh!!!!! 546 01:03:16,341 --> 01:03:20,174 Ahhhhhhhhh!!!! 547 01:03:20,174 --> 01:03:24,639 Ahhhhh!!! 548 01:03:24,639 --> 01:03:30,138 You're fucking crazy! What did you call me? 549 01:03:30,138 --> 01:03:32,805 I have been in here for hours. 550 01:03:32,805 --> 01:03:36,870 You fucking psycho! 551 01:03:36,870 --> 01:03:41,036 Please don't hit me. Please don't hit me. Please don't hit me. 552 01:03:41,036 --> 01:03:46,535 Listen to you. You sound like a faggot. pYou are a faggot, right? RIGHT? 553 01:03:46,535 --> 01:03:48,468 Take these off of me. Answer the question. 554 01:03:53,500 --> 01:03:57,766 Yes. Louder. I wanna hear it again. 555 01:03:57,766 --> 01:04:02,864 Yes. Very good. 556 01:04:02,864 --> 01:04:06,197 Now see, I know that. And you know that. 557 01:04:06,197 --> 01:04:12,163 But does your wife know that? Why are you doing this to me? 558 01:04:12,963 --> 01:04:14,263 Why? 559 01:04:14,263 --> 01:04:17,861 Why? Listen to you. 560 01:04:17,861 --> 01:04:22,661 Damn, you are pathetic. 561 01:04:22,661 --> 01:04:26,193 You're nothing but a two-faced liar. No... 562 01:04:26,193 --> 01:04:32,159 Nothing that we did was a lie. She's a fucking cunt. A cunt. 563 01:04:33,626 --> 01:04:37,525 That just blows my mind. 564 01:04:37,525 --> 01:04:40,924 And she's pregnant. She's pregnant, too? 565 01:04:40,924 --> 01:04:45,756 Take that off of me. 566 01:04:45,756 --> 01:04:49,689 Your wife should really lock the back door. 567 01:04:49,689 --> 01:04:55,754 Please tell me you didn't hurt her. Please tell me you didn't hurt her. She's fine. 568 01:04:57,154 --> 01:05:01,353 What do you think I am? 569 01:05:01,353 --> 01:05:04,420 I'm sorry, baby. 570 01:05:04,420 --> 01:05:08,851 I'm so sorry. SHUT UP! 571 01:05:08,851 --> 01:05:10,851 You're not who I thought you were. 572 01:05:10,851 --> 01:05:16,817 You're just like everybody else. No. You're not listening. 573 01:05:17,784 --> 01:05:20,216 I'm sorry. 574 01:05:20,216 --> 01:05:22,182 Shut UP! Just stop. 575 01:05:30,114 --> 01:05:34,314 I can't breathe... 576 01:05:34,314 --> 01:05:38,613 Please let me go. I won't tell anyone. Please... 577 01:05:38,613 --> 01:05:42,745 Just let me go. I know... 578 01:05:42,745 --> 01:05:46,911 You're too afraid. What would you say? 579 01:05:46,911 --> 01:05:49,543 I'm sucking some kid's dick? 580 01:05:49,543 --> 01:05:51,476 The Ms. would love that. 581 01:05:58,576 --> 01:06:00,441 How long do you plan on keeping me here? 582 01:06:07,940 --> 01:06:09,073 Until you tell me the truth. 583 01:06:22,437 --> 01:06:28,102 Have you heard of Brief Reactive Psychosis? No... 584 01:06:28,102 --> 01:06:30,236 Enlighten me. 585 01:06:30,236 --> 01:06:35,501 It's usually triggered by an extremely stressful event in ones life. 586 01:06:35,501 --> 01:06:38,501 You've had many recently. 587 01:06:38,501 --> 01:06:43,500 The subject tends to hear voices and hallucinate. 588 01:06:43,500 --> 01:06:45,966 To see and hear things that aren't really there. 589 01:06:45,966 --> 01:06:51,264 They do things they wouldn't normally ever do. 590 01:06:51,264 --> 01:06:52,197 Does this sound familiar? 591 01:07:00,563 --> 01:07:04,029 We've talked about your life growing up.pThe abandonment. 592 01:07:04,029 --> 01:07:09,261 So...what's that got to do with why I'm here? 593 01:07:09,261 --> 01:07:12,661 I'm thinking that perhaps the new details 594 01:07:12,661 --> 01:07:16,426 you've discovered about Jeremy's life may have been a trigger 595 01:07:16,426 --> 01:07:19,859 for what transpired with him. 596 01:07:19,859 --> 01:07:25,025 You people keep saying what's transpired with Jeremy. I don't know what you're talking about. 597 01:07:25,025 --> 01:07:26,958 Do you hear yourself? You have an acute reaction to rejection. 598 01:07:36,422 --> 01:07:37,289 There's only so many times 599 01:07:37,289 --> 01:07:42,954 I can pick myself up again. 600 01:07:42,954 --> 01:07:47,387 So many credit cards... 601 01:07:47,387 --> 01:07:53,452 Oh, whose Don? Do you fuck him, too? 602 01:07:54,552 --> 01:07:56,485 Should I take that as a yes? 603 01:07:56,485 --> 01:07:57,518 No. 604 01:07:57,518 --> 01:07:59,984 Ooh, look at that... 605 01:07:59,984 --> 01:08:04,850 it's the first word you said in hours. I was beginning to think you were mad at me. 606 01:08:07,449 --> 01:08:10,316 So what's her name? 607 01:08:10,316 --> 01:08:11,949 Your bitch? Fuck you! 608 01:08:21,413 --> 01:08:26,113 Why did you get married if you're gay? 609 01:08:26,113 --> 01:08:28,145 You have no clue 610 01:08:28,145 --> 01:08:30,811 about our relationship. You're GAY! 611 01:08:30,811 --> 01:08:35,311 You can't make that go away. Alright, YES! I'm gay! 612 01:08:35,311 --> 01:08:41,409 Okay, there. I said it. I'm gay. 613 01:08:42,509 --> 01:08:43,576 Does she even know? 614 01:08:47,675 --> 01:08:50,407 I don't know. Why did you marry her? 615 01:08:57,606 --> 01:09:01,505 Because I thought it would change. 616 01:09:01,505 --> 01:09:06,938 I thought having a baby would make things different. 617 01:09:06,938 --> 01:09:08,538 Do you hear how ridiculous 618 01:09:08,538 --> 01:09:14,569 that is? Oh, it's so easy for you, isn't it? 619 01:09:15,736 --> 01:09:17,868 We grew up in different times, Cay. 620 01:09:17,868 --> 01:09:22,401 You...you have things like fucking Glee. 621 01:09:22,401 --> 01:09:25,067 Where I grew up, all I heard 622 01:09:25,067 --> 01:09:29,033 is that gay equals AIDS. You're gay, 623 01:09:29,033 --> 01:09:33,065 you die. That kept me hiding. 624 01:09:33,065 --> 01:09:37,365 You wanna know the real reason my adopted mother threw her husband out? 625 01:09:37,365 --> 01:09:39,831 She caught him fucking me! 626 01:09:39,831 --> 01:09:44,330 He'd been molesting me for years. You have no idea what it feels like to have the man that's 627 01:09:44,330 --> 01:09:49,829 supposed to be your father ripping your ass open. 628 01:09:49,829 --> 01:09:52,828 And AIDS? You think I wasn't scared of dying? 629 01:09:52,828 --> 01:09:58,793 That disgusting creeper shot his load in my ass constantly. 630 01:10:00,094 --> 01:10:01,527 If you think I wasn't scared of dying, 631 01:10:01,527 --> 01:10:05,026 think again, my friend. 632 01:10:17,056 --> 01:10:17,524 Okay... 633 01:10:54,916 --> 01:11:00,848 I should be back by three. Would you like me to leave the TV on for you? 634 01:11:01,648 --> 01:11:03,381 The TV... 635 01:11:03,381 --> 01:11:07,180 There's no TV. 636 01:11:07,180 --> 01:11:12,446 Okay, before I go...take three of these. 637 01:11:12,446 --> 01:11:17,245 One, two, and three. 638 01:11:17,245 --> 01:11:21,878 Drink. Drink! 639 01:11:21,878 --> 01:11:24,144 Swallow. 640 01:11:24,144 --> 01:11:27,409 Now I know you know how do to that. 641 01:11:27,409 --> 01:11:33,275 Good boy. Open. Come on, open. 642 01:11:33,275 --> 01:11:39,107 Come on... For the anxiety. 643 01:11:39,107 --> 01:11:43,073 Three should do the trick. 644 01:11:43,073 --> 01:11:48,205 I wanna go home. 645 01:11:48,205 --> 01:11:49,938 You are home. 646 01:11:57,770 --> 01:12:03,735 I love you. 647 01:12:28,964 --> 01:12:31,064 (phone rings) 648 01:14:03,845 --> 01:14:07,077 Hey. 649 01:14:07,077 --> 01:14:07,877 Can I get one of these? 650 01:14:19,775 --> 01:14:23,774 I've seen you here. Because I work here. 651 01:14:23,774 --> 01:14:28,574 So listen. I'm hot. I think you're kind of hot. 652 01:14:28,574 --> 01:14:34,072 What do you say we make it happen? That's stupid. 653 01:14:34,072 --> 01:14:38,171 You're stupid. Plus, I'm married. 654 01:14:38,171 --> 01:14:42,804 Yeah, well, good luck with that. 655 01:14:42,804 --> 01:14:44,370 It's on the house. 656 01:14:44,370 --> 01:14:48,936 You're a nasty little bitch, aren't you? 657 01:14:48,936 --> 01:14:52,901 You have no idea. 658 01:15:18,963 --> 01:15:23,529 Get up! AHHHHHHH! 659 01:15:23,529 --> 01:15:27,728 Come on. Shut up, you pussy. 660 01:15:27,728 --> 01:15:30,894 AHHHHHHH! 661 01:16:11,853 --> 01:16:17,884 I hope for your sake you swallowed those pills. 662 01:19:35,311 --> 01:19:40,677 What the...what the fuck are you doing? 663 01:19:40,677 --> 01:19:46,743 Get...what the fuck are you doing? 664 01:19:48,076 --> 01:19:48,842 I thought you'd like it daddy. 665 01:20:01,074 --> 01:20:04,106 Please just kill me. 666 01:20:04,106 --> 01:20:05,406 I don't want this anymore. 667 01:20:09,471 --> 01:20:15,537 Don't be ridiculous. I wanna die. 668 01:20:16,637 --> 01:20:18,404 I can't... 669 01:20:18,404 --> 01:20:21,436 Don't worry. I have something better for you. 670 01:20:36,800 --> 01:20:39,166 You're about to lose the one thing that you worked so hard for. 671 01:20:39,166 --> 01:20:40,432 Take a sip. 672 01:20:50,997 --> 01:20:52,929 Little more? 673 01:21:03,894 --> 01:21:06,494 It's good, isn't it? 674 01:21:06,494 --> 01:21:11,060 Have some more. Oh, come on, don't be greedy. 675 01:21:11,060 --> 01:21:11,926 Let's get drunk together. 676 01:21:45,919 --> 01:21:49,651 Do you hate me? 677 01:21:49,651 --> 01:21:55,118 No. No I don't hate you. 678 01:21:55,118 --> 01:21:58,683 I am the one that you should hate. 679 01:21:58,683 --> 01:22:02,116 This is all my fault. 680 01:22:02,116 --> 01:22:06,548 This isn't anyones fault. 681 01:22:06,548 --> 01:22:09,748 I did this. 682 01:22:18,346 --> 01:22:20,946 You're not gonna leave me now, are you? I said I love you. 683 01:22:25,711 --> 01:22:28,244 The past 8 months have changed my life more than you will ever know. 684 01:22:36,943 --> 01:22:39,842 I'm sorry. 685 01:22:39,842 --> 01:22:40,808 I never want to leave you. 686 01:22:55,172 --> 01:22:59,771 Even though I'm really scared... 687 01:22:59,771 --> 01:23:03,970 I do love you. 688 01:23:11,235 --> 01:23:12,469 I'm so sorry, baby. 689 01:23:26,000 --> 01:23:27,299 NO!!!! 690 01:23:40,197 --> 01:23:42,962 AHHHH!!! GET IT OUT! 691 01:23:42,962 --> 01:23:44,463 GET IT OUT!!!! 692 01:24:05,891 --> 01:24:08,757 There was only one thing left to do. 693 01:24:08,757 --> 01:24:10,824 And what was that? 694 01:24:38,151 --> 01:24:38,918 (incoming text sound) 695 01:25:11,712 --> 01:25:17,744 You do and say exactly what we went over, okay? 696 01:25:18,843 --> 01:25:20,643 Yes. 697 01:25:20,643 --> 01:25:21,476 Everything will be okay. 698 01:25:41,772 --> 01:25:46,738 Jeremy? Jeremy, I'm here. 699 01:25:46,738 --> 01:25:48,971 Leah... 700 01:26:04,600 --> 01:26:09,733 Jeremy? 701 01:26:09,733 --> 01:26:11,433 What's this all about? 702 01:26:11,433 --> 01:26:15,166 Jeremy!!! 703 01:26:15,166 --> 01:26:20,965 Are you okay? Seems we have something in common. 704 01:26:22,264 --> 01:26:25,763 Isn't that right, baby? 705 01:26:25,763 --> 01:26:29,529 Somebody tell me what the hell is going on here! 706 01:26:29,529 --> 01:26:32,062 Go on...tell her. 707 01:26:32,062 --> 01:26:37,461 Please...help me. 708 01:26:37,461 --> 01:26:39,794 Come on. 709 01:26:39,794 --> 01:26:43,726 Go ahead and tell her. 710 01:26:43,726 --> 01:26:49,625 Just like we practiced. 711 01:26:50,792 --> 01:26:52,658 Come on. I... 712 01:26:52,658 --> 01:26:57,890 I... Am... 713 01:26:57,890 --> 01:27:01,623 Am... A... 714 01:27:01,623 --> 01:27:05,855 Please... 715 01:27:05,855 --> 01:27:08,821 A... A... 716 01:27:08,821 --> 01:27:14,287 Faggot. Faggot. 717 01:27:14,287 --> 01:27:16,820 How are we supposed to be a family when you have a wife? 718 01:27:20,585 --> 01:27:25,118 We've been fucking for almost a year. Tell her how you like to go down on me. 719 01:27:25,118 --> 01:27:27,384 He sucks a mean cock. Swallows, too. 720 01:27:27,384 --> 01:27:33,350 Look at that. Nice throw. You're more of a man then he is. 721 01:27:34,383 --> 01:27:36,649 Let's see what we all got here. 722 01:27:36,649 --> 01:27:41,548 Wouldn't it be great if mommy had a dirty little secret, too? 723 01:27:41,548 --> 01:27:46,547 Cay, it's over. 724 01:27:50,513 --> 01:27:55,146 Stop! Stop! 725 01:27:55,146 --> 01:27:56,378 You wanna fuck with my family! 726 01:28:29,838 --> 01:28:33,904 I killed her. 727 01:28:33,904 --> 01:28:38,970 I did it. 728 01:28:38,970 --> 01:28:42,835 I didn't mean to do it. 729 01:28:42,835 --> 01:28:45,702 I didn't mean to hurt anyone. 730 01:28:45,702 --> 01:28:49,701 It's the last thing I remember, was being at Jeremy's house. 731 01:28:49,701 --> 01:28:50,534 And that was it. 732 01:28:59,632 --> 01:29:01,732 Like I said... 733 01:29:01,732 --> 01:29:07,631 Let's start at the beginning. 734 01:29:18,628 --> 01:29:21,662 Are you hungry? 735 01:29:21,662 --> 01:29:23,661 Are you hungry still? You wanna play with the cow? 736 01:29:23,661 --> 01:29:28,193 You want your little cow? I know you do. 737 01:29:28,193 --> 01:29:31,826 I know mamma. Don't you cry. You wanna eat. 738 01:29:31,826 --> 01:29:35,825 I know you do. I know you do. 739 01:29:35,825 --> 01:29:41,457 I got your feet. 740 01:29:41,457 --> 01:29:47,423 Jeremy?